It was the first day back after half term and I felt like we should start out good so we loaded up Reading Eggs on the laptops and they each did about 40 minutes of work. I then asked Archie to write three sentences and you would think I had asked him to pull out his own teeth the fuss he made. There was 30 minutes of arguing followed by three minutes of actually doing something! I made the decision today not to send Finn and Cora back to school and nursery on Wednesday, something I have been thinking about for days now and I feel much lighter having finally made my mind up. It is something we will reassess constantly but for now it isn’t the environment we want to send them back into. It does mean I feel more pressure to be teaching at home though, so let’s see how today’s good start continues!
I don’t remember baking much as a child (although I am sure we made fairy cakes at least) but I do remember icing biscuits. My mum would get out some rich tea biscuits, mix icing sugar with water and give us whatever she had to ice and decorate them. I remember eating them for pudding on a Sunday evening whilst watching Scrapheap challenge and choosing which ones were for my parents too. As the lockdown has progressed, our energy for baking has started dying off but they loved this, it was easy to set up and there was very little mess. We did a little bit of learning work today but as usual we kept it brief and spent much more time playing!
Today we mixed their favourite thing (technology) with mine (being outdoors) and went on a long Pokemon walk. We met up with my mum who also plays and all three boys walked along with their eyes firmly on the little screens catching and battling. The weather is so much cooler that we wore jackets and only just made it back before the rain started. Things are slowly starting to open up in the community and I did decide that we would drive to Mcdonalds for a drive through for dinner. I wouldn’t even say we were missing it particularly, but the novelty of doing something different and of not having to cook was just so appealing and the children were all really excited for their nuggets, chips and Trolls toy.
There is no photo today. I couldn’t find the motivation to take one. The kids didn’t get dressed, we didn’t do anything and there are only so many photos I can take of them watching TV in their pants. My friend called it ‘Corona Fatigue’ and I am sure it is a real thing. The monotomy of life can be exhausting, the lack of purpose sometimes can be so tiring and I think it is natural to crash every now and again. I think these days happen in ‘real life’ too but you still have to get up and do the school runs and so even without anything else, it feels a little bit productive. Now those necessary journeys that might pick us up are gone and it is a lot easier to sit and dwell on the down days. I am embracing this slump rather than fighting it and hoping that next week is better.